It's the feeling, that I have

You know the feeling of listening to things happening around you, where it seems as if you're a third person looking at yourself sitting there, listening?

That feeling where you're just...there.

Oblivious.

Eerily calm.

The phones ringing, the TV blaring The Bold & Beautiful, the printer coughing in protest, the fax machines whirring, the interns scurrying around, the clack-clacking of keyboards, the heavy footsteps, hurried chatter.

All that, with you sitting in the midst of chaos, watching yourself listening.

So content.

So strangely serene.

Yes, that feeling.